Was a memorable day, lots of things happened, be it nice, or unfair, or the downright outburst of hatred for each other. I think we still love each other as classmates.
Different views in certain matter is really confusing, i don't think im the egoist i was last time, although not much of it, but i know how it feels. Does it really make u so... High-up and mighty? It may just be your own misconception, you thought u can make it, you thought you are there, the fact is, you're nothing.
Is friendship really that brittle? The crack is lengthening, threatening to shatter any minute now, or maybe it has already broken into a thousand pieces. And these fragments, may never be picked up again, never. It would be forbidden, it would be taboo, its out of reach.
I don't think i would wanna talk about the events that took place at the chalet in much detail, there's too much, and i will need multi colours.
Was really fun, i was on the neutral side, so im like watching the show. But however, the show was put up by my best friends, bloody fuck, felt like crying. How the hell am i supposed to get past myself this way.
(from here u might be able to see the mixed feelings, i wanna share the fun times, but the bad ones keep surfacing)
Anyway, had a great time hanging out with willis marcus and all, especially guys bah, coz im the from the girls gang hahaa, so i seldom hang out with the guys. But i wanna say that i didnt stick to the guys coz the girls are... in bad relations, i did that on... lOl i dunno the word, but its just natural. There's bound to be some barrier between guys and the girls, i dun like the barrier, keeps you far a bay, and there's no way to break the wall. Even if broken, it reconstructs after sometime. Ahhh crap, diverting myself xD And yea!! Played willis's PSP! NAruto!! Its something like my own PS2 version of narutimen Heroes, just that the ultimate of each ninja is limited to one, well as for the PS2 ver, each have 3 levels of ultimate with 3 as being the strongest. Vince is a great man!! Any girl that's with him should know how lucky she is! Although he like pai kia pai kia, but i think he is pai kia still, he's a very nice person, although he dun really treasure his life, he's making full use of it. He cooks, he can talk with us, he's just great great great, too much for me to say and for me to know. Guess its just life experience and... going through it yourself.
i think i getting lazy for tonight, enough of writing, took so long to fill up this page, choosing the words, whatever, nobody cares.
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